tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7529135.post114695084126490889..comments2023-04-03T17:10:09.902-07:00Comments on blah blog blah: ranting and ragingAntipaladinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01060413628859487105noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7529135.post-1147393385180339132006-05-11T17:23:00.000-07:002006-05-11T17:23:00.000-07:00Think about this...Release implies some that after...Think about this...Release implies some that after the fact you are aware of a change. In order to have a release you would have to be concious of the release. Death isn't a release from something while we are living it is the end. Or for some of the hopeful a change? I meant it when I said that a lot of things come to mind for "release". I know in your case you have tried most and other probably seem pointless (running through the daisies???) but maybe the search is a the least a good distraction.....just some of my thoughts on the subject...Jeff & Chrishttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00712504157939041696noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7529135.post-1147295463390571212006-05-10T14:11:00.000-07:002006-05-10T14:11:00.000-07:00No, the only possible escapes from one's self are ...No, the only possible escapes from one's self are madness and death.<BR/>I've tried drinking, I've tried drugs, I've tried sharing the pain around. They all generate more pain. <BR/><BR/>I'm already crazy, and I doubt I could get very much crazier. My ego wouldn't allow it, I think.<BR/><BR/>As I've said many times before- I'm not suicidal, I just want release. <BR/><BR/>My writing urges come in spurts. I haven't generated much prose in the last year, and it's been longer for poetry. I'm always happy to share, if anyone's interested.Antipaladinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01060413628859487105noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7529135.post-1147272495919493712006-05-10T07:48:00.000-07:002006-05-10T07:48:00.000-07:00Only one release huh? So many things come to mind...Only one release huh? So many things come to mind that there can't only be one. I hope drinks on the patio helped or maybe is the "one"? As tormented as the rant sounds I gota say it was VERY well written. Dude you should write more. I doubt that writing is the "one" but it sure helps explain how fucked up your head is!Jeff & Chrishttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00712504157939041696noreply@blogger.com